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2008-09-28T16:34:00.003Z

hey man...im bk today for posting....
read my previous posts felt a little sour in heart, little heart pain..
oh man..but Wendy is 23 this yr...she doesnt want to be easily knock down again.
today 29th September is his birthday and i guess that wendy will not celebrate with him,right wendy?
well...everything gonna be ok...everything i gonna submit to the lord.
recently i then found out the LET GO of myself for him. Though we are not together now i really wish God can save him.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN KAI today....

Well...God bless those who honours HIM....
God reali heard my cry im going to have new assistant.
hooray... :) i gg to sabo him/her MAN....
Shhhh... DON tell him/her haha...

today i went to watch movie with someone but cnt reveal ltr ev1 xiang wai... haha....
erm the movie was pretty good but i forgot abt the title...haha...
DON SCOLD MII....

Just now, i help my daddy find logo online until i yawn yawn yawn but know wad i now super awake cos im talking to STUPID TRINA WONG WONG...

Trina... i love u lei... u'r reali my best fren who know mi in out of my life..
Thx God, He give me a BLUR fren like you(so that i will look smarter) who will always encourage n nv look dw on me.
i dono y i love to disturb u but u'r reali my sweety pie who sometimes drives me crazy due to ur blurness and stupidness...(HAHA)
Ur constant prayers for me and heart for me really touched me. TRINA... I love u my BEST FREN... :)
Don CRy when reading what i m going to write below.... N I M SERIOUS...
TRINA...
Be strong and courageous in ur ministry. Sometimes its not the numbers that we want to see in the G12, its the growth in them..
Dont be discourage when you see few people in ur G12, ask urself if u have actually given ur heart into reaching them..im posting this to even remind myself of my heart n attitude, to examine ourselves.
Like a plant will never grow without giving it water(the word of God),sunlight(prayers) and also with love.
As leaders we are not doing out of duty but for GOD.
If you love Jesus,feed the sheep, love them and take care of them. (it is in the bible)
U maybe "alone" in the G12 but God give you the holy spirit to lead with you.
God will provide ur needs, cry out to HIM.
He want us to pray in desperation.
Hv faith Henderson will get certification... :)
N i know u r alw not worry abt BGR stuff, god too will provide for u the best man who will not be as blur as u de...
:)
JIA YOU...

TO: Ernest NAh
Hey... ur dream comes true...
u'r now in main service..
I rem when u were in leading in Rzone21 for the first time,i congrats u and u told me, u want to get into HOF band and when u get into HOF band u said u want to play in the main service and indeed TODAY u r on the stage playing for the main service.(28th Sept 2008-Chinese and English Service)
Not for an event but u are doing a duty in the main service.
i also rem u told me is marilyn liew and melissa liew inspired u to want to learn violin and know what they came for service today and i tink they saw you playing.
I believe god reali bless you with such talents.
Dont let God take away the talent Honourand Cherish ur gift.
:)
Jia you....

k gonna end here...tired liao... :)
Loves,
wendy :)

lOng tImE

2008-01-10T04:21:00.000Z

well...it had been a long time since i blog...
and why suddenly today??
i hv no idea, jus suddenly felt lost empty in heart i guess...
a leader shldnt feel this way ba but... i reali feel this way...
i don like the feeling that im having now...
i simply hate it...
this yr will be 23 le...
what is my plan?
what is gonna be my future?
i felt my life so unsure, uncertain....
i had fall for someone i shldnt tink of falling but i had already fell...
e moment with him is always so great though it mayb few hours...
i don even think that he reali know i like him???
when i don c him, i missed him...
when he don msg mii, i kept looking into the phone...
i trying my best not to call him nor msg him but i felt i cant....
im too weak...
can i let go of everything here n go elsewhere?
i know im reali avoiding but that is my oni choice...
oni thing i can do...
Jesus...show mi the way....

2007-07-24T16:23:00.000Z

so long nv blog...
sure got lots of people complained n nagged de los...
well...after i left my office job now working in retail shop selling jap stuffs...
needing to hit targets learning more abt jap products reali make mii feel stressful but God is good...
He is always there to gif mii strength...
PRAISE HIM...
Rzone reali make mii a different person...
i ned to mix ard with the youth n wrking together with my brother is reali not easy...
i appreciate every sunday morning 0730 the devotion very encouraging...
whatever the case i know this coming sunday is my rzone OFF DAY...
\hooray i can slp late liao...
yeah...
dono y tmrw ned to wrk morning now not feeling tired at all...
heehee...
miss blogging but reali sorry no time...
last sat was gastronomy...oh man i was kind of discouraged...
pastor asked mii to lead but i din get to lead my members well allowing them to do tings of their will...
kind of get scolded by pastor....
:(
saddy...
the presentation of our pasta also not that good...
hopefully we can at least get second los...
this coming fri is the last day of CREATE---- mini musical...
well im involved...
hopefully we can do well this time...
oh ya talking abt CREATE, ernest did region B proud man...
He got second placing...
HEY!!!HE WAS LIKE SO COOL CAN...
AND HE SANG SO WELL...
i even recorded it down...
CoOl...
:>
i told him i gonna learn singing from him liao..
haha....
anyway i still cant over his voice reali thx GOD for the talents...
if not region B don have much good singers liao...
haha\
oh ya also very encourage by AGATHA cos recently she did try to bring frens and eventually her frens did turn up...
it's joyful to see her growing in the LORD...
:)

===================sad ting===========================================
hi everyone pls pray for my fren, her daddy.
He is in cancer last stage...
im very sad but i dono wat to tell her...
kept telling her abt GOD and the father can go heaven if he believes in JESUS.
a few times, she cried during wrk n when she called mii in the middle of the night..
i felt that i had always being telling her tings as though saying is easy but doing is very hard de los...
well, last time i did wrote a letter to her father inviting him to church but he turn mii down...
i reali prayed the LORD will use mii to reach out to him...
pls pray for mii s well...
===================sad ting===========================================

anyway gonna slp liao now is already 1am le still haven bath...
haha...
i see when i can blog again k?
thx for the support ar?
hahahahahahaha :)
gd night....

*pray for Region B...yea!!!!

2007-06-20T16:44:00.000Z

hey guys...
sorry for not blogging for so long..
reali busy...
my job, my g12 and my R Zone...
everything seems so tied up didnt hv much time to breathe too... heehee...
but thx GOD for always staying at my side...
well.. i will cherish the ministries GOD had planted in my life...
recently-, lots of things to stress, well... GOD always make mii rem HIM at all times that i can rely on him and HE alone...
HE is always faithful...
i almost give up everything last week...
wanna tell pastors that i cant move on...
im reali too stressful... i felt as if i used up all my strength...
i was mad at GOD asking why HE did that to mii...
GOD heard my cry...
HE reali heard mii...
HE comforted mii, telling my to cont to wrk, HE'll not gif mii anything that is too hard for mii to bear...
HE reminded mii that im doing all these for HIS glory and not others to see...
HE promised to bless mii if i walk in HIS way...
i believe n i reali believe....
trust in the LORD with all thy heart and lean not unto thy own understanding...
i believe, how abt u???

2007-05-30T18:31:00.000Z

hi everyone...thx for the encouragements...
i reali appreciate them....
all those latest tags reali touches my heart..
jus three seconds i dropped my tears...
recently, after the break-up, i still needs to face him for like 5 days cos we are wrkg in the food fair...
is jealous to see him talking to other gals, smiling at them and even asking mii abt them....
is heart pain to see him not eating....
is angry when quarreling with him...
is sad when i felt lost in his eyes...
the last day of the food fair, he scolded mii in front of many people. ( known & unknown people)
is painful to be shouted in front of many...
from that moment, i hated him....
i hated him for the tings that he said to mii and hurt mii simply so deeply...

well...after the quarrel, we still meet.
we went to seletar dam the place we alw go....
the tings that he told mii melted my heart...
could it be my heart is too soft??
i dono...
he told mii that we will break up is bcos of my fren, jasmine...
bcos he don like her...
bcos whenever im with her im alw late hme....
he said bcos of jasmine, i lost a bf, maybe i will feel nth or rather happy but for him he said bcos of jasmine, he lost the woman he loved most...
my heart hurts deeply..
he told mii that is not bcos after the break up he then says all that to mii but bcos he want mii to know he reali loved mii...
nv betray mii n had nv tot of betraying mii....
he even said he will reali go church...
maybe many of u here may says that he oni say this after the break up what is the use?
is he asking for a patch??
nope he oni treats mii as fren n nth more....
n i believe his words...
naive?
i dono... but i simply believe after 3yrs 4 mths 2 days of courtship i know when he is speaking the truth n when he is not...
i dono... but one ting i know is that i still love him....
i know my sister, grace and maybe others might scold mii stupid as u might saw wad he did to mii...
why when people betray u, u still cn forgive? when oni he shouted at mii in vulgar in front of others?
i forgave him as he regretted shouting tt at mii....n he apologised...
well....time will heal my hurts and scars in the heart....

cheer up, wendy....

2007-05-24T04:42:00.000Z

everynight he will call mii when he is on his way to wrk...
yesterday, no more...
no longer having any calls at that hour, no more having the same voice called asking :"dear, where are you?"
everything is gone..
i couldnt sleep at first, tossed here and there, listening to the radio...
prayed to GOD to help me to sleep... and indeed i fall asleep...
im not sure could it be that im always the one dwelling yet maybe he felt nth...
i don want to cry...
but my heartbeat becomes slow, each time it beats, it was slower than the previous time...
i felt so weak and down...
yesterday, when i was teaching the g12 lesson about to the closing part, the lesson mention that many couples they are quite compatible, but they chose to give up not bcos they don love each other but rather they cant endure to wait for the blessings that GOD had prepared for them...
M i one of them???
Was i the one who chose to give up?
i dono...i reali dono...
now as im typing, my heart is crying, my eyes remain cool...
is not acting but i reali don want to cry...
i will not forget the SPIDERMAN story that you told mii...
thx u thx u....
u take care...
i always wanna take care of you but i guess its not within my limits ba....
remember don smoke so much...
treat ur nxt gf well...
wo hui hao hao ai zi ji de....

2007-05-23T05:03:00.000Z

everything have ended...
jus end as if nth much can help...
is the letting go meant to be GOD's work?
after 3yrs 4mths 2days, from one become two...
maybe my love for him faded and maybe for him too...
at first i was shocked but after it became a little sour in heart till i cried and the feeling just vanish...
people asked if we will be together again???i find it hard...
hard to say and hard to accept if we need to be together again...
is it GOD's plan for my life?
yesterday afternoon, jasmine spoke to mii abt gg oversea to find our career.
we are planning to go USA as her relatives stays there and they open one stop services of salon, manicure & pedicure, facial and etc....
to mii, the oni thing i cant reali let go is him, but now, that he's gone....
wouldnt it be beta??
is it a sign from GOD???
God...i need ur direction upon mii... i dont want to be lost...

Regardless wad will happen, reali thx u for the happiness that u had given mii...
i wonder if its sufficient to replace the hurts that u given mii as well but still thx u....
w/o u, i really dono wad's growing up, being independent and etc....
u mk mii see alot of things that i need to c in a guy...
i maybe foolish, childish or whatever thing u can tink of, but im definitely not someone u regret loving...
im not self-praising myself just having confidence nia....
heehee...anyway thxs ya....

monday, i quarrelled with my parents...
i hurt my mum deeply...
i shouted at her saying that she is biased to my brother and she don love us(mii and kristy)
i regretted saying that...
im too selfish i oni tink for myself and neglected her feeling..the three of us who she gave birth to, i was the one who almost cause her life to be gone...
and i said all those...bcos of mii, she supposed to go for operation but till now she had yet gone...
sorry mummy, i know i shldnt say those, im reali sorry...
i only know how to take money from you and bring you nth but worries and hurts...
pls forgif mii...
and sorry daddy i shldnt shout at u at all....
im sorry...
God, i know u want mii to humble myself to speak to them...
its hard but i will try....

2007-05-16T07:13:00.000Z

erm...today is my third last day of work...
m i sad?
or i hv no feeling?
well...probably i will oni miss the people here ba...
do i feel relieve?
i dono but i guess i haiz...i also dono...
actually this few days i was thinking is it alright for mii to work in the nxt coy?
what is the thing i reali want?
what acheivement would i like to have??
i have no idea... totally no idea...
actually i wasnt in this mode de but somehow someone spoke to mii, asking mii if i goona work in retail for my whole life?
i dono n im pretty sad abt it...
hey...why is this happening to mii?
i don like los...
i don like to hv this type sour sour feeling in heart...
I'M LOST, GOD!!!!
PLEASE TELL MII WAT TO DO???

2007-05-11T02:27:00.000Z

haha...im good in making money hahaha....

2007-05-10T02:48:00.000Z

yesterday night i was like so stupid...finding for a stupid clothes...

like finding high n low los...sian...

then this morning recall that i placed at somewhere else...

then now im super tired los... both the eyes like panda los...

sob sob ke lian ke lian wo ba.... (haha)

anyway, on tuesday night i went to watch a movie, 200 pounds beauty.

ohh man, its a good show, i give 5 stars to the movie.... (deserve the pts de los)

its funny n heart warming...

must watch ar!!! but the movie is coming down soon.... so faster watch...

yesterrday afternoon, i went to watch SPIDERMAN with joel, grace and kristy.

well this time round the movie is not very good production. could had done beta....

but still ok la i give 3 stars los...

anyway, i will never go tampines to watch movie again, not the cinema is small or not comfortable but the people there watching are very very noisy....

WE CANT STAND IT!!!!!

haiz....

nvm, yesterday, the lesson was very good and i myself though im teaching, i enjoyed the lesson...

GOD is good....

reali pray that each n everyone of us who had gone for yesterday g12 lesson keep the msg in ur heart...

hmmm... tired again liao... gonna end here....

show u all someting funny b4 i leave..

below this is done by my colleague, LEOW MEI SI...

haha...

this is my another colleague, JULIAN TEO...

he looks better right?

better than the original one?

~haha~

2007-05-07T08:07:00.000Z

erm...

now wrking los...

a little free...today the time passes very fast..

haha...anyway i find that women can multi task jus like mii...

heehee...

im doing my posting, eating, answering calls, preparing G12 lesson and smsing my baby...

really good los and im so capable...

haha...i so self-praise los...

anyway stomach pain pain....

goona end soon here....

ok upload a pic i took with mae during leaders' mitting halfway then i just took out my mobile n SNAP....

here this!!!!

2007-05-06T10:31:00.000Z

yesterday, we lost our game los...
was it my fault???
did i played well??
did i even practise hard??
before the game, i prayed to the Lord asking Him to bless which ever team He wanna.
God is a fair GOD...
He will do things of His will...
He is never unfair..
I don care who will say anything but i choose to believe...
GOD IS FAIR....
is the test that God placed before us...
if we win we praise Him but if we lost??
we still praise Him...
amen??

thanks to the players that were in my team...
my partner--- JO
my men players--- Yong Jie & Chi Ming
my two willing to play as a reserve players & they played very well ---- Ernest & Mae
thanks everyone...
we had a good game, right??
though we lost, but we are in the 2nd position.
we had alot of fun, isnt it?
anyway reali thanks for always make the effort to come for the game...

today 06/05/2007 is my daddy & mummy 23rd years anniversary...
thank God for His protection and love for them...
yesterday morning i accompany my mummy go buy present for daddy.
she bought him a polo tee and a pant... (making use of my shoulder's length)
in the evening after my game, my daddy came to fetch mii..
i accompany daddy go buy present for mummy.
he bought her a ring... (making use of my finger)
they were both very happy after the exchanging gift... (hee hee)
GOD, i pray that daddy will always love mummy , so do mummy.
N also pray that mummy will be saved, so that the whole family will go church to serve You.
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IN GOD!!!!

after accompanying my dad buy present, i went to jasmine's hse for steamboat..
3 person, mii jas n her bf Chong Soon...
n we start like from 10pm...
ya... n we bought alot of things to eat los....
its was like so fun n full los....
in the end chong soon did all the washing n cleaning haha....
mii n jasmine are like queens los... sit there n shake leg... heehee...
oh ya... forgot to say i took cab down carried alot of things...
then this cab uncle drive half way say he dono how to go from MANDAI AVE...
oh...then i nv say anything los cos i oni know which is the fastest way, i dono how to go...
later he drive mii ard still scold mii, :"you dono the road still ask mii to go by MANDAI AVE".
ohh man then the cab fare was actually 6bucks till 10bucks los...
u know what???
he still dare to take the money...
he went one big round los...
nvm, GOD says must bless....
forget it then!!!!
ok la... end here liao...
gonna buy food for my beloved daddy & mummy le...
blog again tomorrow....

2007-05-04T02:11:00.000Z

wooooo...
had being sick on bed for couples of days...
hate it man...
the doc says i got intestine infection another says i got stomach flu, combine them together they are actually the same jus that my is the serious case de...
and ya los i spend like a bomb for my medical again...
everytime str get pay straight sick and spend a bomb los...
wooooo....
can u jus imagine everyday porridge??
sUcks Man...
wednesday, my hse is not open for g12 due to mii unable to teach n my sickness can spread de los...
so my g12 members went to YB3....
erm...heard that chun seng taught the lesson wonder if my members pay attention ornot?
will qns them nxt wed... haha....
oh ya...
tonight is the movie...
u know how i invite my frens??
haha...i asked a few people who know Pastor Nicholas, then i said:" this is a good movie... even my Pastor such a big man cried for this movie.must come!!must come!!"
well oni one responded...haha...
nvm i thx GOD and i pray she will come... nth will happen n she will come to experience the touch of the holy spirit....
GOD, i wanna see my good fren, Jasmine get saved.

2007-04-30T07:41:00.000Z

today, i felt sleepy from morning till lunch and even now...
erm hate this type of feeling cos its sucks los...

anyway,today i received a stupid caller.
one word to describe him "STUPID"!!!!
know why???
he received email or sms from our department---OBLS
Online Business Licensing Service
The msg says that the draft application will be deleted after 90days.
Guided him to delete the draft application as he don need it.( when deleted he will not receive anymore msg)
after deleting it, he asked me for my direct line (we are not suppose to gif)
So i told him that we do have a main line for him to call.
He eventually ask me so in future he can call to look for me?
i told him there are many officers can attend to him.
He then ask again once deleted he wont receive anymore msg rite?
N i assure him that he wont receive, then his reply was i hope they will send again then i can talk to you again.
i was like :"huh??i teach you so hard to delete it and you want the operator to send you again?"
OMG....
anyway i nv say wrong rite??
S.T.U.P.I.D

yesterday, what pastor Chui Chui shared about God's word is so powerful.
it really pierced through my heart n i believe the holy spirit spoke to me...
if we cant passed the test in front of us, we have greater test ahead...
well...
i agreed and i failed my test last sat.
its the temptation from the evil one and a testing from GOD.
i asked GOD for forgiveness..
N He heard my cried yesterday and Pastor Marion prayed for me.
God sent His man to comfort me.
When Pastor Marion was praying for me i can feel that the LORD was saying,:"Child, i had forgiven you".
I thx GOD for forgiving me and loves me so much.
After the LORD forgave me, i felt a burden in my heart to say to MIN XUAN.
I did not do anything evil to her but i wouldnt forgive her because of her attitude that cause the father, not wanting to come church.
I had a great struggle in heart, and GOD spoke to me.
I went to MIN XUAN yesterday, i apologised to her.
Im not writing anything here to say how great im?
But to share with you guys, if you have someone in heart whom you cant forgive, when you really asked GOD to help you to forgive the person, you will be delivered.

MIN XUAN,
i dono if you will see my blog ornot? But jus want to apologise openly to you.
im a sinner too, i shldnt hv judge you nor even hv hatred for you.
i saw your attitude now, you are changing. N i believe GOD can changed you to be a better person.
Your father's soul is in your hand. If you feel hard to bring your father to church, prayed before you ask him. Ask God to soften his heart. Anoint your lips and use you as a testimony.
Your father will be saved and he will go up to heaven with you.
Please pray for him everyday.
For the bible say: "when one saved, the whole house will be saved".
JIA YOU...
Dont let the evil ones to pull you down...
if u need prayers, you can always let me know..
forgive me for my hatred for u,k?

love ya,
weNdy

felt better after i say everything out....
erm....
that all for today....

oh ya...
almost forgotten today is my XIAO MEI's birthday...
mei....
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to kristy...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!!

don say i make u gan dong ar??
mei, jie loves u alot alot..
time to grow up...
u shld know what type of ting u can do n what type of things u cant,K???
don wanna nag u but wanna loves u forever...
PLS in future don shout at mii early in the morning...
Thanks n happy birthday..
MUacKS...

2007-04-28T02:31:00.001Z

Yesterday Region D did a good job in their special event "TRAPPED".
There are many among us we are been trapped in many different ways.
But are we set FREE??
Even the Christians ARE WE SET FREE??
"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by His grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus". ROMANS 3:23-24
"For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus Our Lord".
ROMANS 6:23

God promised to set us free and giving us a free gift ----> an eternal life in heaven.

HELL n HEAVEN
which is your choice??
what do u want??

before becoming a christian, i longed wanted to be a christian.
My father he is a buddhist n he hated all christian.
He even curse and swear.
But by God's grace, He delievered my father n know what??
He was the first in the family to accept CHRIST into his heart.
God is amazing. He can do all the impossible.
dear frens out there, if you are reaching out to your frens, your loves one, your relatives...
Don lose heart if they rejected your invitation...
if you sincerely do it will your heart, GOD will deliever the person.
GOD loves everyone of us before we are even born.
so right now start becoming a prayer warrior for GOD's glory.
AMEN??
i believe GOD also loves my mummy... and i want my mummy to go heaven with me...
GOD, pls do the miracle...

you dian bu she de

2007-04-26T08:54:00.000Z

dono y suddenly feel that i don bear to leave the coy...
i felt comfortable here liao... although i don reali like the management here but i have a click of colleagues liao... we jokes, we laugh , we have fun, we wrk together n we planned wat to eat for lunch everyday...
haha...that was like so fun...
on the 18th May 2007, will be my last day with SPRING le....
left 15 days more(excluded the weekends) i can share the time with them...
reali kind of don bear...
But i had already promised another coy liao...
nvm i will enjoy myself here evday...
i must make sure i take pic with my clicks of colleagues. heehee...
will post up soon those pic...
heehee...

sHouT oUt lOud....

2007-04-20T04:55:00.000Z

YEAH!!!! our table tennis meanwhile we are on the TOP...
praise the LORD...
hope we can get the CHAMPION.....
last week Chi Ming was late, he overslept, did not manage to get in to play the game.
Region B found a new talent in table tennis....
ERNEST NAH YI REN...
well he is pretty good... din know that he can play...
anyway willing to take him as my DISCIPLE if he really got interest in it...haha....
sO aSk him come n tell mii ba...
haha....
okok....
dono wat to type liao...
oh ya...
the colleagues, we brought a present for desmond...
now he is finding...
haiz still finding....
in the end he took 15mins to find e present.....
nvm he was touched....
we even did a blog for him...
he was touched n he said he almost cry lei.... heehee....
=p

hey...chk out the lastest update....

2007-04-20T02:48:00.000Z

HahA..... =P

it been so long i last post...(its abt three weeks)

oh man...

almost lost touch.. haha....

anyway, recently quite alot of things happen in my life.

one of my collegues, Desmond, he is leaving SPRING to SGH..

erm Desmond is a very kind person... his patient to the callers really made mii admire him alot alot... He is a vegetarian. He intro me alot of food which is vegetarian, which are very nice and really taste like it origin taste los...

They got roasted duck lei can u imagine?

I tried their mee goreng, nuggets, Fried fish noodles and alot just forgot liao haha...

But they are all VERY NICE man.....

Next is my BOSS, CHANG CHOW KEONG....

Dono him very well...

dono if he is good or not good man, whatever man he is , im not concern at all haha...

But actually his smile can brighten up my days.

In this office, i dono who is real n who is fake....

Cos you wont be suprised people who are close to you, will also gossip abt u...

will also have doubt in you n the MC you produced.

Whatever it is, if i were to lie abt anything i myself will be accountable to GOD...

i will not need to explain much either....

the hurt here are greater than happiness... so eventually i choose to leave...
Even if there is no job offers out there i will still choose to go...

well...human is like tt de ma... im a person who cnt tolerate pressure and people faking ard...

so i MUST GO!!!! hahaha...

Anyway stop talking about all these things liao...

i want to go for a HOLIDAY!!!!!

show u guys these picture, is pretty de los....

All these are beautiful de los.... i want to go THAILAND!!!!

i want to stay in this resort.. =p

wHo M i receNtly??

2007-03-21T05:47:00.000Z

thanks to ERNEST for helping mii to make my blog until so beautiful...
appreciate that ERNEST..

thank GOD that our g12 already hit on our double certification...
praise GOD...
but that doesnt stop there we must continue to grow and allow more souls come into relationship with GOD.

Will GOD really open door for mii to RZone21?
Is that really my desire?
Then what will happen to mii?

Recently i get tired easily..
i do not know what i want or rather i chose not to think abt anything..

not in mood for blogging lately pls understand...

wAt iS lOve All Abt??

2007-03-19T09:55:00.000Z

what is lOve all about??
is there true lOve?
if sOmeOne really lOve yOu, will he/she dO their beSt fOr yOu??
dO what they prOmised yOu??
i dOnO...
lOve tO mii is nO lOnger beautiful..
they Only lOve yOu when they have time, what if they are nOt free for 24/7??
they will nOt tink Of yOu??
is it stupid to even fall in lOve?
bcOs before yOu start a relatiOn, yOu knOw there will definitely be hurts..
hurts can affect yOur life, yOur emOtiOn, yOur wOrk, yOur everything...
i hate the feeling Of getting hurt, its painful and i know i will take a lOng time tO get Over...
all i want is just a man whO is willing tO lOve mii as much as i lOve him, giving mii his everything...(especially keeping tO his prOmise.)
nV hide things frOm mii..
alwAys tRutHfuL..
iS that veRy diFFicult?
i dOuBt sO, iF i cAn dO it i dOn unDerStaNd wHy OtheRs cAnt??
i fEeL LiKe yeLLin9!!!!

mOvie ni9ht n cuteY ni9ht

2007-03-16T02:18:00.000Z

yesterday,i went to watch HAPPILY NEVER AFTER...
it was quite funny but i don understand why was it awarded to 2stars only..
the kids really enjoyed it los...the laughters you hear is so cute and sweet..
Its a company movie but you can invite people who you wanna go with.
So i brought Jasmine and Chee Chee..
Chee Chee is so funny lor...
when she saw the princess dancing or kissing right she will be very happy and she will laugh...
so cute rite?
then the most funny part is that when everyone laugh even though she don understand rite, she laugh loudly together with us.
and everyone was so scare that she will spoil the movie cos she might cry when its dark in the cinema...
But thank GOD she is super obedient and she even concentrate on the movie..
The look of her is so cute...
The movie haven even start she already finished half of the pop-corn.
She even ask mii and jasmine to concentrate and watch don talk..
She placed her finger on her lips and do this "SHhhhh!!!!"
Cannot stand her man...
After the movie we suppose to go toilet on our way there, i was holding her, she start dancing acting herself like the princess, used my hand to turn her around several times.
KE AI DE HAI ZHI...
at the toilet, i placed the coke on the table and both mii and jasmine are looking into the mirror, she slowly walked and steal the COKE.
after that i feel why suddenly baby so quiet then i turn to look at her, i scold her "SI GUI AR!!!"
then she keep on laughing cos she found herself gulity and the whole toilet is full of her laughter.
After that suppose wanna go hme but Jasmine suddenly say she wanna bring baby go find her daddy anyway is on the way.so went there le los...
her father asked we all to go downstair wait for him as he is abt to close shop liao..
so went down saw the pond of fishes, mii, jasmine n her bf tries to put our hand into the pond tell baby that the fishes will eat our hands, she tried to protect everyone of us.. She is so cute..
after then baby is bored abt the fishes, we started playing catching..
it was very fun...
Well.. i was very tired but had fun....

tonight REGION B slp over....hoooo.....hooo....

Evangelistic Wednesday

2007-03-15T02:02:00.000Z

i believe i really need and i wanna post this to tell everyone..
thanks guys, i really felt blessed staying in this g12(YB1)...
this is the first time, i felt that the g12 members being so united...
i wanna thank the following people:

Kristy for preparing the songsheets, went down burger king to buy HERSHEY ice-cream. Due to my blurness poor Kristy still help me to go down buy paper plates,forks and cups while we are about to start our MAKAN session.And also helping up to wash all the plates.
Zhi Chao for bringing 3 frens(3 of them are brothers of 'W's) to g12.
Grace for trying to bring frens but frens turn her down.She even call me during my work to apologise that she cannot bring any frens cos all turn her down.
Zi hao for also trying to bring frens.Same as wat Grace encountered.
Anil for bringing prata with curry. (eventually is only curry chicken)
Daniel and Amanda for frying the noodles. (wow it was very nice can open food-store liao..)
Jun Hao's mummy for cooking fried bee hoon.
Chen Wei's mummy for cooking fried bee hoon.
My wonderful mummy for buying and frying all those nuggets, fish balls and chicken wings(which is marinated by me and it turn out fantastic but alittle salty ba.)
And also the rest thanks for serving the new-comers and thanks for giving the chance to bless the new-comers with reward when qns is being asked.
And thanks for everyone who came early it shows me that you all repected me by responding to my sms.

Thank you very much!!!

I sincerely meant those words from my heart and i greatly appreciate you guys for making yesterday an enjoyable night.

Though w/o fail i still need to mop the floor as water was placed on the floor...

erm think i should consider to give you guys PLAIN WATER. so there is no problem how many times you guys want me to MOP...haha....

well happy??

anyway, one more week, we are going into our double certification.

yesterday mii and amanda, we were talking abt this.. then she say ya.. and you gonna be leader liao...first thing came into my mind was I NEED TO LEAD THE G12?

ohh.. i don really good at leading people. im sad also cos i need to make decision in future.In fact my whole life i hate making decision. im afraid of making a wrong move.i don want the people who rely on me fall together with me if i make the wrong move. Maybe im not mature enough but i don want the thing to happen.

OHH MAN IM TROUBLED!!!!

happy birthday!!! chee chee....

2007-03-14T01:07:00.000Z

wow...this cake is so big rite?
this's chee chee's birthday cake... is like 2.5kg los...
erm...i think my 21st birthday cake is not as big as her 3yrs birthday ba!!!
she is so bless los...her daddy doted on her so much...
In fact she is a very intelligent gal...

she is so cute rite?
eveytime, bring her out she never fail to run here and there...
feeding her is the worse, you will vommit blood los..

that happen ALMOST on me haha....

But sometimes, see her quite poor ting, cos when she don wanna eat the mum will force her and will can her...
so poor ting seeing her cry....

SEE... her posing is great rite?
Cos she has the gene of everyone here.....

a sweeTY saTurDaY!!!

2007-03-11T13:37:00.000Z

yesterday was so fun i met my best fren, jasmine at 2pm together with her niece,chee chee...
we went eat sushi after that we went shopping..
both of us were kind of broke so wanna shop but don really dare...
but in the end we spent almost 120 bucks jus on food the whole day. and i meet her till abt 10plus so is like only 8hours.

erm in the evening, we went to her brother cafe w/o her niece.
the niece went back hme with her mother....

btw, the cafe is at THE CATHAY, level 4.

IL CAFFE DI ROMA

its so romantic and the food is fantastic...

is BEST for couples... both thumbs up!!!!

show u guys some photo wher the two of us are so crazy....

this is one of the side dish we ate, caramari(hopefully i din spell wrongly)
it was so nice till i nv even let go of the vegetables.....hahaha.....

wow look at the cup very special rite?

guys u know what this is a cup of iced water and the cup's base is not flat de...Is like BU DAO WANG...

very interesting los..

so when i saw e cup i keep playing with it..and if u wanna buy the cup,they do sell is $10 each wor!!! suitable for couples to drink red wine..haha... life is such an enjoyment...

greedy de mii wanna eat all up w/o leaving some for jasmine..

so ugly rite?i was actually biting the vegetables then the jasmine snap this pic down.

haha...if my grandma see this she will sure scold me ar, "food cannot play ar!"

i loves this pic of myself, ITS SO CUTE!!!!!haha...

know why there is a vegetable at jasmine face?
haha cos when she is trying to take her picture i purposely use the vegetable to block her face.

naughty rite?

haha don need you to tell cos i know.

i loves the atmosphere here..this building can change into many colors..
jus nice these two is my fav so i snap it down. if u wan see other colors go there yourself haha...

this pic i felt i loved it the best...i looked so confidence.

RIGHT?

Issue needed to bring up!!!

2007-03-09T02:02:00.000Z

yesterday as i was watching the chinese show on the tv..
haha.. i forgotten abt the title..
is the one of the gal Ella, from S.H.E (music band grp).
In this show....
She is acting as a boy in a boys' sch bcos she want to know a guy she saw on the tv, who can do very great high jump.
erm...
i was wondering will she have boys' thinking with a girl body?
fall in love in a gal?
what is it like when you fall in love with someone of your own sex?
wad will the feeling like?
im really curious...
some of my frens are homosexual...
the reason they become like that are

they have too many failed relationships.

scare of guys/gals

naturally like the same sex.

peers pressure

when GOD created human, God did not make them homosexual,
BUT WHY IS IT GOING ON IN THIS WORLD..
some countries even allow the homosexual to get married.
some even give up their citizen to go to those countries that allow homosexual to get married.
IS THAT RIGHT?
they are breaking the law of GOD!!!!

im actually quite worried as nowadays it seems common in Singapore.
they can eventually hold hands,hugs and kiss in public!!
or other things cannot be done?

will the younger ones get affected over it?
i meant of cos i cannot understand how they feel and what they are thinking.
Did they think of the future?
thinking of having babies?
im not condemning any homosexual here( those who know who you are) im really not codemning YOU but im jus curious..
ya...sorry if i had offended you!!

anyway if those who are reading my blogs do give some comments on how u see this issue.
i personally do not agree abt homosexual..
eveyone should be in a healthy relationship.

hmmm... anyway let aside this issue..
come on..everyone is friday today....
i dono wat i will be doing tmrw but i will make sure its an fruitful one..
heehee...
yoz..
Everyone enjoy your weekends...

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

2007-03-08T09:14:00.001Z

hi guys.....
g12 yesterday 6th times hitting target..
oh man...
two more weeks..

DOUBLE CERTIFICATION GOES TO............................(drum playing)

YISHUN B1 !!!!!

hooray man...

:)

im really happy lor..
being an assistant g12 leader for this 1yr and 22days, my g12 is gonna get double certification..
Praise The LORD!!!!!!

ohh ya..this morning,9:08am pastor msg saying pls do confirm if you are coming for the slp over and i was so super excited then i replied him,:"i almost finished packing my stuff."
den in the afternoon,1:28pm pastor msg when i was having my lunch, i was so enjoying my lunch and then his msg says,:"SLEEPOVER WILL BE POSTPONED."
only 4hrs 20mins..
everything changed!!!!!
So sad los...
sob sob...
i was enjoying my lunch and halfway, i become sad after reading the msg..
postponed bcos pastor nic is sick..

hey everyone lets pray for him,kks??

ok nvm is postponed to nxt fri,16/03/2007.
cheer up,leaders..
we will still have fun de...
I WANT TO TORTURE "WONG WONG"....
Wahahahahahaha.....
hey guys... pls torture WONG WONG there will be a sense of great happiness...
WAhahahahahaha.....

well...time flies really fast today is thursday tmrw is my fav day cos its going to be weekend...

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
;p

ohh ya btw,tell u all something i faced during my wrk time...
a caller call in wanna make payment guided him to do this do that..
and he will follow..
after that i say CLICK AT THE APPLICATION ID.
he really click but nothing came out...
he was so panic..
after that i tell him,:"Sir, please click the application ID."
hey everyone ID refer to the number.
instead of clicking the number he click on the word "APPLICATION ID".
''''''''''''''''''''''''''(DOTS)
he got click rite??didnt he??
haha....
i almost fainted....
he can be so obedient till i almost gonna vommit blood.
in the end the caller also laugh at himself...
hehe... ;p

2007-03-07T07:20:00.000Z

today..
im very tired..
i hate to be tired on wednesday and friday cos after wrk i will have church thing..
today i had a great fun when having lunch with my colleagues,ian and meisi..
it was really fun and i enjoyed it..
but after eating lunch now is so tired...
feel like sleeping..
tonight our g12 is having pizza and garlic bread..
cOOl ri9ht??
haha...
really hOpe they will enjOy...
tonight is the 6th week, by faith i pray that the g12 will hit our target again...
JIA YOU YISHUN B1.....
yesterday mii and baby quarrel..
but in the end, i said sorry to him..
and that it we r better liao..
he apologised for being so hot tempered to me due to too tired..
as he is wrkg two jobs..
and i too oso apologised for not being understanding enough.

well after apologise both of us are not THUMB UP!!!!

hE rEpLiEd mY mEsSa9E lE!!!!!!

2007-03-06T08:18:00.000Z

this morning i was still dwelling with what had happened yesterday.
and so i bought that saddening feeling to office to lunch..
incredible..today i ate 4pcs of chicken at KFC..
this is the second time i m so crazy..
is only the saddy mii then i will eat so much haha....
e first time was with jacinta,cassandra,my sis and myself...
4pcs of chicken per person..
wow that was like SHIOK los and full till u wanna vommit..
i almost died..
haha...
guys..i jus received his reply to my msg--hi how are you?
heart dropped liao...
going to see ambulance liao haha..
he added mii in msn lei...
ok come on guys...im not two timer k?
jus very happy..
he is my x-bf n we still manage to keep in contact isnt that good?
it prove that cannot be lovers can also be frens de ma rite??
HAPPY FOR MII MA??
okok...i shld not be like that..
like so desperate rite??
okok...
tell u guys something..
charles asked mi out on saturday..
erm dono wher we will be going..
yesterday i saw charles, he said i slim down liao
haha so happy leii....
ohh man i jus eaten 4pcs chicken ohh cannot look slim liao..
heehee....
i think i got something wrong liao hahahahaha.....
next wed is evangelistic wed must get prepared..
im teaching...

saddy de wo!!!!

2007-03-05T08:03:00.001Z

today..
im pretty sad..
dono why!!i felt that why must everyone being so fake??
why cant they just be as real as GOD??
i felt pretty discouraged..
im not at the right mood and i feel like crying..
i feel like getting out of here..
but can i??
everyone are having high expectation from me and i felt very stress..
anyone understand mii??
i dont like to get so many questions asked, it make mii feel there is no trust..
why must they keep on asking mii qns?
my brain cells are burning...
i felt my shoulder very heavy can someone hep me to lighten it.
im really tired and feel like crying already!!
pls STOP....

2007-03-03T16:35:00.001Z

todaY...
we had heart.sport EAST VERSES WEST in SCGS..
i was playing table tennis.
i won, i had won one of the church member, mei ling..
She is a very good player so when i win her i felt very great of myself.
the game was quite difficult, i felt she is always on my upperhand.
thank and praise GOD i managed to win her.
playing with her had always been my desire, but im also very scare.
So jus now eventually when i was playing against her, i scare till stomach very pain haha....
well.. we won our table tennis and basketball but we lose the soccer and badminton.
wow talking abt basketball, the ladies players, they really shown no mercy to the another team. 90 to 10..
that was scary!!!!

after heart.spot, our family went to my uncle hse..
we had great fun over there...

jasmine, my good fren jus inform the boss that she is going to resign due to better offers.
She asked mii to help her type Letter Of Resignation.
Well...i jus finish helping her type. very tired but need to post cos if not my two frens CASSANDRA JOYCE
and
ERNEST NAH YI REN
will nag at mii to update update....

ok..actually not very happy today but GOD is still faithful...
:)

now going sleep liao..
night ya!!!!

tOday im v sAd!!!!

2007-03-02T08:40:00.001Z

yesterday,i went for body chk up nv come wrk so nv post..
well...i had a quarrel with my bf yesterday..
im very angry with him..
i msg him n no reply from him yesterday night..
well...today i purposely not msg him.
and he is so bad to not even call mii..
i tell myself i must not lose in..
i shall not call him today wait till he call mii and worry abt mii..
im very sad..he din mk a call not even a msg to mii..
ohh man..this mk mii tired and sad again.
GOD I PRAYED THAT U WILL STRENGTHEN MII..
I DON WANT THIS EMOTION PROBLEM TO AFFECT MY SPIRITUAL LIFE..
IN JESUS NAME I PRAYED, AMEN..
now i think after the prayer im better le ba!!!
heehee....

jia you WENDY!!!!

g12 day...

2007-02-28T09:55:00.001Z

today got g12 so happy...
every week, im very excited abt g12 cos today is the 5th week if we hit target again..
i pray that the g12 will not only get double certification they will also grow in the LORD and following Him faithfully.
recently the g12 members some are having some problems.
i do hope i can help them but wat i can do is really only pray for them and counsel them.
M i a good leader?
why is my members not really going at the rite track?
true..
christian will have problems furthermore problems are here to mould us and alsothe world is so tempting.
But i think i din really do my job well that is why some even came to church with saddy face ba.

Busy Day IN SPRING Today!!!!!

2007-02-27T08:03:00.000Z

tOdAy..
wow..e wrk is so busy..
everyone is oso very busy..
really busy till mi and my colleague, Ian have to dine in the company.
too busy till i don seems to have anything to blog
can only tell everyone:
"HEY IM VERY BUSY TODAY!!!!!!!!!"
and my dear frens, ernest and cassandra..
pls dont ask mii to update update update!!!!!
today really too busy liao...bye..
ok i know wat to tell ERNEST
this morning i saw cassandra when taking bus to work.
i thought her bus come first actually i see wrongly is my bus come first...
haha cassandra i leave you behind le!!!!!!!!!!!

blO99in9 fOr sUnDaY....

2007-02-26T03:32:00.000Z

tOday,i went tO my baby's uncle's hSe..
first time 9atherin9 with his family..
sO scare leh!!!
but eventually when i 9O there i wasnt that scare at all, in fact i was able tO jOke ard..
when eatin9 dinner there were twO tables, One fOr the elders and One fOr the yOun9est.
i have tO fOllOw baby tO sit On the elders' table.
streSS...
dOn dare tO eat alsO!!!
haha.. but Ok la in the end i received 4 an9 pOws.
altOgether 60 bucks..
i sit and watch tv until my butt very pain.

blO99in9 fOr saturdaY....

2007-02-26T03:06:00.000Z

tOday, we were fi9hting fOr the final game in super pOisOn balls.

it was a tOu9h 9ame bcOs is re9iOn B verses re9iOn D.

bOth re9iOns are very strOn9.

we really hOpe tO win and 9O makan but GOD's will is tO allOw re9iOn D tO win.

we lOst by 3 secOnds, very sad rite??

sOb sOb...

but i believe even if we wOn we wOnt be very happy as there was a fi9ht in between the re9iOns.

very disappOinted cOs there are few unchurched playin9 with us..

they see us as church pple n we din 9ive them a 9OOd testimOny..

but thanks GOD the unchurched still tOld mii thOu9h we never wOn the 9ame but they enjOyed alOt!!!

they even came fOr the pink february event in RZONE21..

praise 9Od...

tOdAy iS FRIDAY....

2007-02-23T10:29:00.000Z

hey!!!today is the yellowren's concert!!
so excited abt it..
first time yellowren they are having concert..
hopefully today will be pack with lots of people..
n oso pray that there will be great harvest of souls.really thank GOD for blessing Evangel Family Church with such great talented people to even do the work for HIS KINGDOM.

im so happy cos today is Friday..
its weekends liao!!!
i almost forgot that tmrw is a saturday.
just now a caller call in with problem she asked if i wrk tmrw she will fax over supporting document to me.
And i replied:"Yes, im working!!"
ok..after i hung up i realise im the only FOOL that wrk in the company tmrw..
dumb dumb...

haiz...
today, when i reach the company straight i went to see if my ex reply my msg..
sad to say he din..
such a heartless person rite?
last time he used to go church with mii and in fact my bro and sis likes him alot alot..
they always went to play basketball together.
he really know how to take care of mii, when i was sick, he never fail to stay by my side.
when my parents got financial problem he will give half of his pocket money to mii.
when he first get his salary he give mii $50.
when im having exams he will do revision with mii.
when he was sick, he still never fail to send mii hme.
he is jus simply too sweet!!
even when he buy presents for mii he will not jus give it to mii straight in fact he will think of sweety methods to give it to mii.
OHHH MAN.. I REALLY CANT GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND NOW!!!!!!!!!
siao liao!!!!!!!!!!

GOD..pls help mii...
im going crazy liao....

hOw??wad m i suppOse tO dO??

2007-02-22T09:35:00.001Z

hOw?

Ohh dear!!!

my heart beating fast liao...

YES IT BCOS OF A GUY..

dono why after so long i still wanna find him and this time i really found him.

M i stupid to even went to find him??

Cant i jus take as if this persOn is gone?

today working nth to do...

went youtube see show halfway they need to maintance the website so cant watch anymore so i went friendster.

wanna add more frens suddenly think of my first love.

OH MAN..

i saw him and his pic.

is it GOD's will to allow mii to be able to trace him?

ohh i saw his pic, my heart stopped at that moment.

DO I STILL LOVE HIM??

I dono if i say no, i shld not have reacted this way but if yes, i felt that he hurt mii so deeply he dont deserve my love at all man..
how??? how???
help mii im going crazy liao..
he treated mii very good.
even when we break up it may b hurting but was very sweet.
he thought mii how to appreciate people.
we were together for 1yr 7mths n 8 days...
the things that he bought for mii still with mii..
i had yet submit it to the trash.
now i dono wad he is doing but i believe he is doing well ba...
im very stupid!!
i tried to add him in friendster but i cant cos i doesnt has his email address..
well..
in the end i jus msg him..
HI HOW ARE YOU??
and i end there..
dumb rite?
i agreed liao so don say mii..
sob sob...

im sO siCk...

2007-02-21T10:18:00.000Z

===============sorry for not posting recently cos im very sick================
tOdaY..iS first day of work is oso every students first day of school..
well...believe that everyone enjoyed during their CNY ba, but not for mii...
i was sick from 14 feb2006..
VAlentine day lei n im sick..
well till now im still sick so no big deal..
my this one week meals equal to my usual one day meal..
can u imagined how suffering im?
new yr eve i din managed to enjoy my dinner with my family members,
jus few mouth of food n off i head to my bed..
my fever go up n down..i even went injection tat day.
tell u one secret, I LOVE INJECTIONS!!!
dono y i jus simply loved it..
haha... (O.O")
first day of new yr, went only few houses to collect ang paoS...
the body was too weak tat y..
so went to my ah ma hse as usual..
my head was burning high,my uncles and aunties took care of mii like little princess..
heehee... sO sweet...
bring medicine for mii, help mii to bring towel to wash n help mii clean away the heat.
well..
second day of new yr, im beta le...
second day can enjoy a little but still not well yet so still ok la..
third day which is yesterday.. went pastor's hse.. he prepare the food seems very delicious but too bad i cant eat cos they are all fried stuff in the end i jus drink the soup.
i dono wad the taste like cos my tongue become tasteless liao due to all these sick days..
we have some fun there..
after that melvin drove mii n my bro hme..
my bro went to clinton's hse for steamboat while mii n my parents n sis went to my mum third uncle hse..
this yr this third uncle is very lonely cos his wife jus passed away last year.
haiz..the house seems so quiet..
pray that god will comfort him... heal his hurt and meet his every needs...
erm today.. I WANT TO RECOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

hAppY tOdAy..

2007-02-09T06:20:00.000Z

tOday...i reAlly 9O wOrk On my Own lOs..

yeSterday ni9ht, my bF says if i dOn wan tO 9O On my Own i can still call him and wake him up and he can send mii tO wOrk..

i knOw he's juS 9ulity abt it..haha..

well...wOmen are always like that, i tell him strai9ht

:"i dOn need yOu tO send,i 9Ot a guy cOlleague tO mit mii at redhill MRT,he'll 9O with mii.."

haha..sO fun!!

tat was really true..

he sOund like jealOus jealOus lOs!!

hump :p

dOn care abt him..

but anyway tOday i suppOse tO mit my cOlleague at 0815am but he was late sO i tried sOrting the way tO my wOrk place.

i reach my wOrk place at 0810am.

super early ba!!

haha...

tOday wOrkin9 is sO fun lOs..the cOlleagues we jOkes tO9ether.

bcOs the guy suppOse tO mit mii tOday was late then i ask him fOr a treat then everyOne tryin9 to make fun Of him..

i'm One Of them tO make fun Of him, 9Oin9 datin9 with mii.

haha..

after that we went fOr lunch tOgether with Our bOss,lintOn..

we went eat KFC..

just the three Of us..

we had lOts Of fun n they eat alOt!!!

nOw i really understand wat pastOr petrina say

"if yOu submit tO 9Od's will and with willin9 attitude ,9Od will bless yOu!"

everyday i 9O wOrk with willin9ness and indeed i see 9Od's hand is upOn mii.

i feel very happy wOrking nOw... praise 9Od!!!

miSsiN9 mY beD..

2007-02-08T08:58:00.000Z

thIs mOrnin9..
as usual..bee send mii gO wOrk..
well suppOse tO be a happy thingy lA..but he suddenly say

""DEAR TMRW U NEED TO GO WRK URSELF LE!!!IM VERY TIRED"

i sO pOOr tin9 lOs..everyday he will sent mii there,then tmrw i'll need tO gO On my Own..

i need tO get up the bed early..

AHH!!! im sO kelian rite??

well..i had being selfish alsO la..he is wOrkin9 twO jOb and here im being sO demandin9..

tt nOt rite either!!

anyway..sO be it ba gO On my Own then...

I GONNA MISS MY BED!!!!

i cant sleep any lOn9er liaO!!!

tOday wOrkin9's gOOd,PRAISE GOD!!

tired liaO.......

anOther 1hR 15minS i can gO hme liaO!!

yeaH yeaH!!!

"O" zzZZ

fiRst dAy blO99in9.. :)

2007-02-07T14:14:00.000Z

well..tOdAy iS my fiRst blO99in9..

knOw y i suddenly waNNa 9O blO99in9?

bcOs of eRneSt nAh la..aft seeing his blO9 i felt is like sO fun tO remember all thOse wOnderful n sad thin9s that happen in yOur life..my brain is very wOrth $$ de cOs i dOn really like using it-thinkin9 will burnt my brain cells de wOr..haha...sO blO99in9 here is the BEST!!

anyway,tOday at wOrk is quite peaceful..I believe making devOtiOn&dOin9 prayers are very impt cOs is like i experience Once 9Oin9 wOrk w/O devOtiOn&prayers, i was sO miserable the whOle day?i gOt bully by my Once Of my cOlleague, she was sO super bad mOOd On mOnday,juS nice i ask her qnS she was sO lOud & rude @ me.. then i went tOilet cryin9 like mad dO9.. my daddy cOmfOrt me saying "LET GOD DEAL WITH THE PERSON WHO IS MAKING USE OF HER AUTHORITY"..

Well...that day, i was thinkin9 if it is GOd's will fOr me tO wOrk here?? Reflectin9,Sunday's sermOn "Good idea verses God's idea".

God idea may somehow seem to be bad but is definitely the best idea..

erm..then when i was prayin9, the hOly spirit ask me tO ask God tO make my wOrk days smOOth..

well..tuesday after my prayer,it was a 9OOd day and i even mana9e tO pick up mOre than twenty calls.

tOday's still 9Oin9 well...GOd i pray everyday will be a 9OOd and smOOth.

jia yOu!!!!!!!!!!!