Thursday, February 22, 2007
hOw?Ohh dear!!!
my heart beating fast liao...
YES IT BCOS OF A GUY..
dono why after so long i still wanna find him and this time i really found him.M i stupid to even went to find him??Cant i jus take as if this persOn is gone?today working nth to do...went youtube see show halfway they need to maintance the website so cant watch anymore so i went friendster.wanna add more frens suddenly think of my first love.OH MAN..i saw him and his pic.is it GOD's will to allow mii to be able to trace him?ohh i saw his pic, my heart stopped at that moment.
DO I STILL LOVE HIM??
I dono if i say no, i shld not have reacted this way but if yes, i felt that he hurt mii so deeply he dont deserve my love at all man..how??? how???help mii im going crazy liao..he treated mii very good.even when we break up it may b hurting but was very sweet.he thought mii how to appreciate people.we were together for 1yr 7mths n 8 days...the things that he bought for mii still with mii..i had yet submit it to the trash.now i dono wad he is doing but i believe he is doing well ba...im very stupid!!i tried to add him in friendster but i cant cos i doesnt has his email address..well..in the end i jus msg him..HI HOW ARE YOU??and i end there..dumb rite?i agreed liao so don say mii..sob sob...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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