Thursday, May 24, 2007
everynight he will call mii when he is on his way to wrk...yesterday, no more...no longer having any calls at that hour, no more having the same voice called asking :"dear, where are you?"everything is gone..i couldnt sleep at first, tossed here and there, listening to the radio...prayed to GOD to help me to sleep... and indeed i fall asleep...im not sure could it be that im always the one dwelling yet maybe he felt nth...i don want to cry...but my heartbeat becomes slow, each time it beats, it was slower than the previous time...i felt so weak and down...yesterday, when i was teaching the g12 lesson about to the closing part, the lesson mention that many couples they are quite compatible, but they chose to give up not bcos they don love each other but rather they cant endure to wait for the blessings that GOD had prepared for them...M i one of them???Was i the one who chose to give up?i dono...i reali dono...now as im typing, my heart is crying, my eyes remain cool...is not acting but i reali don want to cry...i will not forget the SPIDERMAN story that you told mii...thx u thx u....u take care...i always wanna take care of you but i guess its not within my limits ba....remember don smoke so much...treat ur nxt gf well...wo hui hao hao ai zi ji de....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:42:00 AM
