Wednesday, May 30, 2007
hi everyone...thx for the encouragements...
i reali appreciate them....
all those latest tags reali touches my heart..
jus three seconds i dropped my tears...
recently, after the break-up, i still needs to face him for like 5 days cos we are wrkg in the food fair...
is jealous to see him talking to other gals, smiling at them and even asking mii abt them....
is heart pain to see him not eating....
is angry when quarreling with him...
is sad when i felt lost in his eyes...
the last day of the food fair, he scolded mii in front of many people. ( known & unknown people)
is painful to be shouted in front of many...
from that moment, i hated him....
i hated him for the tings that he said to mii and hurt mii simply so deeply...
well...after the quarrel, we still meet.
we went to seletar dam the place we alw go....
the tings that he told mii melted my heart...
could it be my heart is too soft??
i dono...
he told mii that we will break up is bcos of my fren, jasmine...
bcos he don like her...
bcos whenever im with her im alw late hme....
he said bcos of jasmine, i lost a bf, maybe i will feel nth or rather happy but for him he said bcos of jasmine, he lost the woman he loved most...
my heart hurts deeply..
he told mii that is not bcos after the break up he then says all that to mii but bcos he want mii to know he reali loved mii...
nv betray mii n had nv tot of betraying mii....
he even said he will reali go church...
maybe many of u here may says that he oni say this after the break up what is the use?
is he asking for a patch??
nope he oni treats mii as fren n nth more....
n i believe his words...
naive?
i dono... but i simply believe after 3yrs 4 mths 2 days of courtship i know when he is speaking the truth n when he is not...
i dono... but one ting i know is that i still love him....
i know my sister, grace and maybe others might scold mii stupid as u might saw wad he did to mii...
why when people betray u, u still cn forgive? when oni he shouted at mii in vulgar in front of others?
i forgave him as he regretted shouting tt at mii....n he apologised...
well....time will heal my hurts and scars in the heart....
cheer up, wendy....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:31:00 PM
