Thursday, January 10, 2008
well...it had been a long time since i blog...and why suddenly today??i hv no idea, jus suddenly felt lost empty in heart i guess...a leader shldnt feel this way ba but... i reali feel this way...i don like the feeling that im having now...i simply hate it...this yr will be 23 le...what is my plan?what is gonna be my future?i felt my life so unsure, uncertain....i had fall for someone i shldnt tink of falling but i had already fell...e moment with him is always so great though it mayb few hours...i don even think that he reali know i like him???when i don c him, i missed him...when he don msg mii, i kept looking into the phone...i trying my best not to call him nor msg him but i felt i cant....im too weak...can i let go of everything here n go elsewhere?i know im reali avoiding but that is my oni choice...oni thing i can do...Jesus...show mi the way....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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